( he's pretty sure it had been when toji was out of his mind, a good while back now, but everything then had been more than just a bit of a blur. so it kind of all melts together. )
you keep telling me i deserve better when are you gonna realize the same goes for you doesnt matter what youve done
don't worry, kid. even if we disagree on what I do or don't deserve, I've been around long enough to know no one gets it. there's no sense or reason to it. it's just life. I've killed plenty of people who didn't deserve it. I had my wife and didn't deserve her. she died when she didn't deserve it.
you get what you get. you see me running from you?
don't worry about what I think I deserve. I'm taking whatever I can get anyway.
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anyway when are you coming, I'm getting old over here.
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( ignoring the fuck out of that first comment, fuck you. )
im coming im coming
keep your pants on
or dont
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[ which toji is going to be endlessly cranky about. ]
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shame
i know how hard it is to keep your hands off me
( please pay him back for his mouth later. please. )
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[ and by unhappy he means turned on with no real outlet until the situation passes. ]
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youre not that much of a masochist
( or maybe you are.
either way it's on you whether or not you follow through and let everybody in the room hear what your boy sounds like when you go full daddy mode.
unless he bites it back on purpose so even you don't get to hear it. hm. )
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[ not even in a sexy way like oof. his life. his choices. ]
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( and it bothers him, but it's not his place to say as much. )
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[ he doesn't remember it specifically but he doesn't remember a lot of things. anyway it sounds like something he would say. ]
cause it's true.
[ toji doesn't really have any secrets, doesn't care enough to keep them except about megumi. all cain has to do is ask. ]
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you keep telling me i deserve better
when are you gonna realize the same goes for you
doesnt matter what youve done
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you get what you get. you see me running from you?
don't worry about what I think I deserve. I'm taking whatever I can get anyway.
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but he's okay with it.
inhale, exhale. )
you deserve better than me
but i guess its good youre taking what you can get
youre kind of stuck with me
have i said that yet