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[tsygan]

you know who it is. tell me what you want and fuck off.

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[revolts]

baby you don't want to know the things I do to myself.

[ not even in a sexy way like oof. his life. his choices. ]

[tsygan]

youve said something like that before

( and it bothers him, but it's not his place to say as much. )

[revolts]

yeah?

[ he doesn't remember it specifically but he doesn't remember a lot of things. anyway it sounds like something he would say. ]

cause it's true.

[ toji doesn't really have any secrets, doesn't care enough to keep them except about megumi. all cain has to do is ask. ]

[tsygan]

( he's pretty sure it had been when toji was out of his mind, a good while back now, but everything then had been more than just a bit of a blur. so it kind of all melts together. )

you keep telling me i deserve better
when are you gonna realize the same goes for you
doesnt matter what youve done

[revolts]

don't worry, kid. even if we disagree on what I do or don't deserve, I've been around long enough to know no one gets it. there's no sense or reason to it. it's just life. I've killed plenty of people who didn't deserve it. I had my wife and didn't deserve her. she died when she didn't deserve it.

you get what you get. you see me running from you?

don't worry about what I think I deserve. I'm taking whatever I can get anyway.

[tsygan]

( how do they go from casually mentioning spanking to. this. sometimes he swears he's going to end up with whiplash from this man.

but he's okay with it.

inhale, exhale. )

you deserve better than me
but i guess its good youre taking what you can get
youre kind of stuck with me
have i said that yet